There was a time not that long ago that all I wanted was to be a mom. I was already a stepmom but its not the same. My stepson already has a mom. I wanted a child that would call me mom. And now here I am, with two beautiful girls. Before I got to this point I never really thought about what I would do with this space where I have shared so many personal and emotional moments of my journey to get here. Having this space was a huge part of my journey. It brought me a lot of positive things. An outlet, a support system, and even new friends. I hope it is a resource for other people who are struggling with infertility.
I may be a mom now, but I am still infertile. With the help of science and the grace of God I overcame infertility but this part of me didn’t just disappear because I had my girls. I am still one in eight. I still feel it in my heart when someone says something insensitive or ignorant about infertility. My heart still hurts for those still struggling and waiting. I know how I feels. I didn’t forget that five years of waiting and praying hurts. I didn’t forget how it feels when everyone else seems to get pregnant by just looking at their husband.
All of the years of infertility are still a big part of who I am as a person and as a mother, but my day-to-day focus has now turned to something completely new. Being a mom. Actually, more specifically, being a mom of twins. I feel that this space I created to document my journey with infertility isn’t the right place to document my journey as a mom of multiples. Lately I feel like I have a lot to say and share, but I have had a hard time doing it here. I want to be sensitive. I have always loved reading about the success stories of others. It gave me hope. I also recognize that not everyone feels that way. I am so grateful that I have finally gotten to this place, and there is a whole new kind of crazy wonderful part of my life I want to share, but I have created a new place to do it. If you are interested in following the next chapter of my story please follow me here
www.ThatTwinMamaLife.wordpress.com and/or
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Just a heads up I’m still working on the content so it may be a week or so before things get totally up and running!
Thank you everyone for following me here and offering so much support.
I’ve started following you need blog and will find you on IG too! 😊
I’ll have to find you on ig I’m still learning instagram… I know what you mean other than twins but I am a step mom as well and I love them but it’s not the same!